maybe there is no full stop -
…when it comes to you, to this friendship, to this family, to this drama, to this past, this present, this future …this everything.
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the best lunch date yesterday with my old girls- Manda, Gie & Sha (a shame that Stefan couldn’t join us… your break cacat timing la woman!) -
“…So where’s Kinky now?”
“College in Banting, I told you already remember?”
(notices Sha and Gie looking strangely)
“Oh, that’s Fi. Manda calls her that. Manda’s Bimbo to Fi.”
HAHAHAHA.
“Prefect Install is on the 31st. Let’s go?”
(looks at me weirdly)
“What, it’s lame?”
(all) “Yeah Jane, that’s so lame!”
“But I kind of wanna go…”
then later,
“Gie, why don’t you eat this fried rice?”
“Cos she likes hot stuff!”
and maybe sometime before that…
“Oh that girl was my very good friend in primary. I had this whole friendship drama thing in standard 6- oh man, I know I know I’ve got a lot of drama-”
“Yeahhh, the girl with all the drama!”
technically Sha, i’m not – cos i do know other (or of other) ‘wilder’ Drama Queens but in a way yeah i’ve got to cut down the drama, isn’t it? ;p
anyway, it’s only after having left something good that one realizes how good things really were, no?
but i’m not sorry- i’m just glad for the present, for the us now.
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today i had lunch with the college mates at Subang Parade, my first driving-out lunch (so fun!) and i’m hoping it’s not my last-
i do wonder, if i do leave early, will they remember me?
but most importantly really, is why do i even care?
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it occurred to me that up until 6 months ago, i have probably always been loud, bossy and annoying.
so you know what?
i’m GLAD i’m quieter now.
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I’m (or probably was now) the noisiest girl and isn’t it ironic that i’m crushing on probably the quietest boy in class?
ha ha ha.
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Hot stuff is here! :p
I hopeeeee i did okay for finals laaa….and what dyou mean ‘Is calculus 2 even still math’?? Haha, youre scaring me woman :p
Ooh, oohh, whos the crush? hehe :p
Be proud to be loud woman:D
you mean you and Rizwan benefited from you being loud? ;D hahahaahahaha! seriously you two are freakin’ adorable together- i must see two of you together at least once! ;p
about the dude though, nahhh not gonna say anything – i think i like him more in my mind though, which gives interesting drama to my life but not really anything substantial in Real Life thus far haha. (okay forget i said anything… hahahaha)
and calculus 2 is… scary. hahahahaaha. i wouldn’t wanna scare you but it IS challenging- rumor has it the toughest among all the calculus courses but hey if i’m three-quarters there and still surviving you will too!
happy hols! :)
Yeah i heard its the toughest of all calculus courses too :p
My gosh,again with drama? LOL. You should get to know a show producer and tell him to turn your life into a movie :p (then i want premiere tickets hahhaha)
Rizwannn…hehe,i’ll definitely introduce you to you guys…tgklah, one day :p about being loud – isnt it smth SA girls are? Well, not ALL, but most anyway..heehee :)
But cannot smpai mengada la kan :p
i should get to know a show producer? nanti i turn into The Hills or something eeeee taknak hahahahaha.
i wouldn’t mind a book publisher though :D
still being loud is a tricky thing- i’m not quite anymore so yeah. but that’s okay :)