Truth Is A Stranger.

you want to know a secret?

truthfully, i just don’t trust you when it comes to that.

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it took me 7 months for what took others a month or so-

this thing called adjusting.

but 7 is a lucky number and people adapt at different paces so ’tis okay.

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so the boys were in their usual group, fooling around and talking to each other-

N: Can I interrupt? Sorry. I want to ask you guys about [insert event names] – did any of you guys go?

so i was talking to one of them and the other one- also my good friend really but typically full of lame jokes- butt in and started saying incoherent jokes and whatnot… sorry man, but i didn’t get any of it.

what came next though, suprised even myself because i never meant to sound so harsh.

N: You know, you can tell your stupid jokes to anyone else- but me.

(one of the other guys): Wow, stupid jokes!

it was a good thing they’re all so good-natured in general so they took it lightly, but i did notice that split of a second when everyone was caught off-guard by my reply, even myself – they’ve never seen this part of me and i thought i had lost it too.

well.

welcome back, N?