girly issue.

“You know, i’m always telling you about all these guys, but I’ve never or rarely heard you talking about guys in your college.”

“… Uhm yeah. There’s nothing to tell. No one’s attracted to me.”

it’s not that i’m lesbian – it’s evident enough here that i’m totally not, isn’t it? – it’s just that yeah, i’m not one of those pretty girls or whatever that easily gets guys – to even just steal glances – like flies (like my close friends the hot stuffs, for instance).

it’s a problem yes, but it’s not one i’m too concerned about.

yet.

but sometimes it sucks, i admit.

i’m not pretty, i know that – but i’ve got a good brain.

right now that’s more than enough for me because in case you didn’t notice, i’m sort of busy trying to conquer my world.

in an alternate world, maybe someday someone will see this (good brain, good heart but not good physique) and appreciate it too.

i hope. yeah, i hope.