“In what order is your dream, US first or environmental engineering?”
(laughs)
“Environmental engineering.
Environmental engineering in the US.
Environmental engineering in the US under a scholarship.
I have it all now, technically.”
i know this is hardly a big deal – plenty others have dreams like this that they easily achieve, many more enter more suave universities and pursue greater things than i have and intend to – hey, my good, close friend T is applying to the likes of London School of Economics, Berkeley and NYU – but my world is small …the scope is at least, so much so that just achieving this feels like having the entire world within the grasp of my palm.
sometimes it still feels too good to be true.
but i’m grateful;
i definitely, definitely am.
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“Y’know, she’s taking the hardest combo and her predicted grades are A*.”
“I never said I doubted that she couldn’t do it.”
sometimes, genuinely, i still wish we’re close.
then i could be there for you that time when you really needed someone.
but ahhh, this isn’t big deal at all anymore.
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it’s official that i’m wasting a lot of time during this holiday.
tapi nama pun cuti, kan?
better to enjoy than complain yo!
3 responses so far ↓
brightfizgig // November 21, 2009 at 2:21 pm |
I just realised I was the one who asked you that kan? :D
jandoe // November 21, 2009 at 2:34 pm |
uhm babe i don’t know if you notice but if the conversation is in pink, it means it’s you. i color-code people here – if you didn’t notice before, i’m always green. you’re pink.
so yes, its you :)
brightfizgig // November 28, 2009 at 12:59 pm |
of course i noticed that! hehe but just making sureee :D